Too lazy to stop and think about a proper name for this thing

Procrastinating, that’s my thing. I’m too good at what I shouldn’t be good at and too lazy for everything else. I need to feel obligated to do something to actually do it. I won’t function unless I’m under stress. I’ve got this final tomorrow and have only read two pages of the material; it’s not too vast, but damn! I wish I was one bit more responsible, dedicated, etc. I don’t care too much for that test tomorrow, cause I don’t care much for the class either: Marketing... It is quite interesting, though. There! This is what I mean, I have one tiny bit of motivation but somehow I manage to completely inhibit it and just let laziness rule. It’s a vicious circle I would love to get out of. I don’t think I like people like me. The only thing that makes me different for the moment is that people around me can’t tell I am what I am: lazy, irresponsible, mediocre… everything but smart. Damn, I feel doomed to fail in the near future.

Now that I’ve said that out loud, that I’ve personally recognized it, I guess the only thing left to do is, fix myself? Hmm, doesn’t sound too easy... anyone wanna help?